Sorry folks, I've been neglecting you once again. It's just that my mind seems so occupied lately. I've been sick all week, and I still feel pretty messed up. All the stuff I should have done, well.. I didn't do them.
you see, I have lots of obligations, and normally I appear to handle them pretty well. But right now I just feel like I'm not in control anymore, like it's impossible for me to accomplish something.
but today I decided it's time for a change. because my list of chores is getting longer and I'm ready to catch up. It will involve lots of studying, lots of writing and lots of precious time, but I'm willing to make the sacrifice.
and yes, I also realize that I'm not really aware of the beautiful things in life anymore. And I find appreciation really important, so that is something I don't enjoy. Hence the title.
I'm not saying I will make it work,
but I'm willing to give it a try.
I'm glad to hear something from you again,
ReplyDeleteand i hope you manage to find the beauty again :]