Ahh, there is nothing like a great dose of disenchantment. I'm convinced we all know what it's like, investing in something and fully committing yourself to ''it'' until someone (metaphorically speaking) grabs that big bucket full of ice cold water only to end up throwing its contents in your face. Lovely, ain't it?
Yeah, I have trouble distinguishing between dreams (/hopes, wishes.. and all those other tricky fragments of our minds that are so not to be trusted) and reality sometimes. While growing up, people always told me I am what they call a "dreamer". I never considered it a bad thing, yet it has its downsides. This is when the bucket makes its entrance, and when I always seem to end up, well... soaked.
After many years, I suppose I somewhat got used to it. It can still be unpleasant though, like when something is mightily important to me. I'm just glad that on these days full of disappointments (oh, that sounds so depressing), there is always this thing I'd like to call music. And yeah, that makes up for it somehow.
It's nice to get to read a new post on your blog! Being the first one to read it makes it even better. =p
ReplyDeleteWell, you know is here for you, right? ;]
Lotsa love,
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And you're still going on, those buckets won't really get you down. There are people who don't even dream at all, which seems like a rather bleak way to go through life, don't you agree? :]
ReplyDeleteOhyay! My #1 strikes again. Awesome :)
ReplyDeleteAnd I totally agree! Dreaming is something I will never give up on, I know that for sure.. (: I don't know how people get through life without dreaming. 'Cause dreaming is what motivates me.
Like a wise man once said...
"You may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one"
John Lennon. Oh yeah, such a great man.
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