quietude

Sure I could have thought it through, try to fight for what's no longer worth fighting for. Waste my time and energy to try and make it work. Spend my days waiting and hoping things will come around, or just decide that it's time to move on with my life and stop wasting these precious days. Sometimes you just know, you do not always have to repeat all the spoken and unspoken words over and over and over again.

Truth be told, I will miss you. You have been a part of me for so long, and now you no longer are. It is for the best, because I am tired of waiting. I am tired of the feelings I've been having for so long now. I wish things had ended differently. Yet somehow I don't, at all.