coulda, woulda, shoulda

yeah man, I keep messin' with y'all. because I assured you that my previous post would be the last one before I leave, but as you see, that was in fact, a deception. oh I'm so unpredictable, hehe. so anyway. but I ain't posting this for nothing, I have a specific subject in mind. to sum it up, it's pretty much about the past and letting go. it is so hard to let go of things, memories, people. but sometimes you just have to in order to move on.

 I'm sure we all know how it feels, regret and remorse. blaming yourself for things you should or shouldn't have done. it's so hard to let it go and try again, or find another goal you want to reach. I've sure experienced it. I hate letting go of things, I hate saying goodbye. because sometimes you just know that "the goodbye" is forever. and that's just so painful.. grief, pain, remorse, regret, sorrow, affliction, we all have to go through it at least once in our life. god, even writing those words makes me feel sad. :(


but hey, there is just something I have to share with you guys. Sometimes you just have to let go in order to move on, sometimes you have no choice but to let go. that doesn't mean you have to get over it right away, take all the time you need.. it's a process, not a sudden event. it takes time, and that's okay. and like I said in my previous post, never wonder what the hell went wrong, because then a second chance might never come along. and that would be a complete waste now wouldn't it!


god I'm realizing that I'm totally overwriting my blog. guess it's a good thing I'm leaving for 2,5 weeks. :) cause I have to save some room, right?! so I'm putting a stop to this, and say goodbye to you guys. (yeah of course I realize there aren't a lot of people that read my blog, but still) have a nice summer and see you in a few weeks I guess! and I'm ending this story with french-stuff, related to the subject of course. :)


peut-être que le passé est comme une ancre qui nous retient. peut-être faut-il lâcher prise, se défaire de son ancien soi pour devenir son futur soi.