Sometimes, I let my emotions get the best of me.
Sometimes, I feel the urge to hurt him on purpose, just to find out if he cares enough to stay.
Sometimes, I wish I were as innocent and undamaged as most people think I am when they first meet me.
Sometimes, I am a complete contradiction of the person I desire to be.
Sometimes, I pretend that I just want to get the hell out of this place while in the meantime these people are all I care about.
Sometimes, I feel so cursed to care so much about people who are so far away.
Right now, I am realizing that time is moving forward and that in 6 months, the story that took us 6 years to create, will end.
Right now, I realize that I care way more about those I never realized were that important to me.
I will miss them.
Or we'll just keep believing the illusion that we'll always keep in touch, and that time will maintain frozen FOREVER.
ReplyDeleteThat's my plan, anyways.
Or we hope for an event in the future that will reunite all of us, even though that just seems to be a movie scene.
ReplyDeleteor you will think during your life to come about the ones you once loved and feel that love again
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