let it be

Bzzz. This is an intervention. Someone whispered words of wisdom. :)

Yes dear people, I apprehend that my life has flipped. I realize that about a year ago, my life was completely different. Because, to be honest, I don't care about the same people anymore. I'm starting to see that the people I used to be so fond of are actually not the best choice for me. They're still great people, don't get me wrong, but they're just not my cup of tea if you know what I mean. Well that happens right, and I now have other people I care about. Maybe even more.

I realized that my home situation has changed too.
It's a complicated business, but I will explain my previous home situation for you, in a nutshell;
parents fighting - dad leaving the house - 8 months later the actual split up - mom not that jolly (my personal understatement of the day) - nurturing my mom for about a year and a half - and so on.
to sum up, it was, basically, the very famous "parents break-up story".
But now I'm starting to see that I don't care as much as I used to. I came to realize that my roots are just kind of messy and that parents are humans too. :)

SO, I started this entry by suggesting it would turn out to be an intervention. Well I had a reason for using that word. Firstly, I just hoped it would force you to keep reading, as I haven't been around a lot lately and are starting to get the feeling that my blog is a huge neglect. But more important, the reason I chose the word 'intervention' is because I decided that I am no longer devoting myself to those who are not worth it anymore. Sure, we had great times, and I've loved and hated being important to them and them being important to me. But they changed and to be honest, I don't really feel the same either. :)
Alright I admit it, maybe I shouldn't have gone with 'intervention' after all.


But HEY, I'm just really happy that I still have a handful of great old friends!
Like my very sensitive, insecure, passionate, favorite girlfrieeend. Too bad we're currently separated by the sea.
and now, I am out of words. but I don't mind,
let it be, right? :)